hesitation

so i havent posted in about two weeks. i could blame it on the fact that i have been busy at work. i could blame it on the fact that i was away for 3 days in the bush. i could also blame it on the fact that i had writers block for a while. although all of these have played a part in my procrastination, it is mostly to do with the fact that i am a little nervous to post the next one. yup, the girl that writes about her sex life with her boyfriend and other couples for many people to read, including some family and friends, is nervous. i was debating whether to cut the next post down, leave things out and edit it to make me feel better.

but i have decided to put it all in. all the "bumps, scrapes and bruises" that make me human.

im not sure what changed my mind, or what i am really scared of, but either way, bear with me for one more day as i "unedit" the post for your reading pleasure....