T & L : the aftermath - truth be told

"so you werent that into her eh?"

it was the next morning and even though i came twice and had a good time, i wasnt sure that Y did.

"well she smelled like smoke and she got really drunk. big turnoffs for me. L is nice though, really funny and cool."

damn. what are the chances that highly selective and picky me would be attracted to the man of the couple AGAIN and Y wouldnt like the girl? i did also find T attractive in this case, but i really didnt like that she got so wasted.

"she gave terrible head too"

i knew it. it took way too long for Y to cum while we were working our magic on him. especially since one of his biggest fantasies is to have two girls pleasuring him at the same time!

"why, what did she do?" (so that i can take note NOT to do it in the future)

"she just wasnt that good. i guess ive been spoiled by you. and while you were giving me head, she was sucking so hard on my left nut that i thought it was going to fall off! my fantasy was definitely not fulfilled with that experience"

"ok, so you werent overly attracted to her, her smoking and drinking turned you off AND she gives bad head...."

"yeah"

one of the first things we were told when we entered into this lifstyle was "never take one for the team" and we have been told it repeadedly since also. i could never enjoy myself knowing that he wasnt into it. the reason im doing this is for us to both get pleasure out of it. together. sure some guy or girl could lick my pussy, it will feel good, but what good is that if Y isnt into it? what i really want is to see Y fully enjoying me getting my pussy licked while he caresses the girls ass that is deep troating him. to feel his body tremble as me and another hot girl are sucking him dry. to hear him groan uncontrolably because he is so turned on by everything that is going on around him and can no longer hold in his explosion of extasy....

well, i guess theres only one thing for us to do then. we have to break up with them.