venturing upstairs - the aftermath

"would you really have let that guy fuck you in the club if i had agreed to do it?" Y asked out of the blue while we were folding laundry a few weeks after our club night. i didnt really know how to answer.

after that night we had discussed everything that happened and made sure that we were ok with how the night went and agreed to set boundaries before our next intimate meeting instead of in the heat of the moment when our brains are no longer doing our thinking for us.

during this discussion i had found out that the man of the couple had said to Y "man i wanna fuck your wife" which made Y a little uncomfortable. we realized more communication is needed beforehand and during to let each other know exactly what we are feeling. this is an experience we are enjoying together as a couple. we come first.

during our 4 some i wanted to experience everything i could. it was all so new and enjoyable that i think i would have hungrily slipped a foreign cock into me to get the full experience, but looking back at it i kind of felt sluttish and ashamed for thinking that way. (which is why i was debating posting it in the first place) so i got a little defensive when he asked me if i would have slept with the other guy, given the chance.

"i thought you would have wanted to go all the way... so if you wanted to fuck her i could fuck him right?"

"baby, you wouldnt really do something like that just because i wanted to, would you?"

i hesitate... "no"

"good. i never want you to do anything that you dont want to just because i am into it, ok?"

i nod. he continues "so you didnt want to sleep with him then?"

"well. i did. and i didnt." i stop folding the clothes and flop into Y's arms on the bed. "i mean, like at the time i think i would have if you said yes. i really got caught up in the moment. but now im glad that i didnt"

"you sure?"

"yeah. we didnt even know them. if we ever do decide to take that step, i would rather it be with a couple we get to know first"

"well, i was thinking about it and i dont think i want some other guy to fuck you."

i laugh. "i think we may have chosen the wrong pastime!"

he giggles "no, but im ok with all the other stuff. i just dont want him penetrating you, ya know?"

"but its ok for you to penetrate another girl?"

he smiles "thats different..."

"no its not! you just want to have your fun, but keep me just for you too!"

"i was an only child...i never learned how to share." he grins and squeezes me closer to him. "i just dont think i would be comfortable with it."

"ok baby, you know i would never do anything you are uncomfortable with. and to tell you the truth, i dont think im 100% comfortable with it either. so we will just have to tell people that we wount go that far....at least for now..."

i actually liked this decision since it takes the guess work out of situations like the last one we found ourselves in.

but i also do know that i would want to try a full swap if we found the right couple under the perfect circumstances. and i may even be convinced (most likely by a tongue flickering over my clit) and even enjoy seeing him with another woman. i guess we will have to see if these circumstances present themselves anytime in the future.