May 2005


i told him
so after many days of "Y" whining that he didn't get his birthday present and complaining that i say that i am willing to try anything but yet im still not open to a threesome, i decided to tell him what i was getting him.
we obviously dont know each other that well yet since he was shocked when i told him and never thought that i would get him that. i cant think of anything else i would want to get him! i dont think he believed me at first because i didnt want to take him online to see my posting, but after i did show him and he saw all the people i had been in contact with, he was amazed and really excited.
not exactly how i wanted to reveal this to him. in my head i wanted to have him meet me at a bar and when he arrives, she is there with me. we could spend the whole night dancing and chatting until we could not take the sexual energy any longer and go back to his place and rip eachothers clothes off. or i take him out for a night and have her at his apartment when we get home, waiting for us to do whatever we want with her. but i think this will be a lot of fun searching together. and its cute to see that, he is being very carful and respectful with it. he wants us to sit down and get all the "rules" straight. anything i dont feel comfortable with, he wants to know. we are also thinking of going to a swingers club just to see what it is like and he wants signals and everything in case i get uncomfortable at any point. very sweet and reasuring
anyway, i have a feeling that im going to enjoy this adventure with him involved a lot more thatn when i was searching alone.