the search continues...

i really have no idea how to go about this. i've never had to "pick up" a woman, nor have i ever fathomed the thought of ever having to do it! i decided to put a posting up on lavalife in the "intimate encounters" section. i have listings in the dating and relationship areas also (under a different name than the seeking woman one!) and actually met "Y" online. seems fitting to find the third on there also. (welcome to the 21st century)

i have to put together a plan on what i want in a third. do i want her to be crazy and dirty? shy and sensitive? how would i feel with someone who is thinner, more fit, or prettier than me? what if he is more attracted to her? what if they connect? what if she can dance? do i sabotage the whole thing and get a hideous beast so i can feel better about myself??

humans are funny animals. i consider myself fairly self aware and confident. i have decided to bring another woman into the picture for one night and i turn into a jealous self conscious toad.

i wonder if anyone will respond to my posting on lava....